yah.. mungkin ini belum happy ending

sedih adalah.. ketika kamu punya cita cita buat masuk ke univ negeri yg kamu pengen tapi kamu ga bisa dan kamu ga dibolein dengan alasan 'kamu cewe' 'jauh dari ortu' 'biaya hidup mahal' dan seribu satu macem alasan lain.. kenapa sii aku ga seberuntung yang laen ?
yah mereka yng punya ortu yg bisa menuhin apa yg di pengenin anaknya.. ngejar sesuatu sejauh mungkin..
mungkin aku ga pantes buat di kasi kepercayaan.
oke..
tapi ini amat sangat sedih
rasanya aku pengen ngeyakinin mereka kalo 'yes mom, I can ! aku bisa buktiin suatu hari nanti' tapi rasanya mereka ga bakalan pernah dengerin itu..
so buat kalian yang bisa di bilang punya kesempatan bagus sebagus bagusnya buat wujudin impian kalian selamat ya :) kasi yg terbaik buat orang yg kalian sayangi..

only hope- mandy monroe

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope